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33 minutes 3.1 miles nonstop running on the day I achieve #100happydays. (Killed two birds with one stone.) It’s been three weeks since I exercised. Knee is still healing - I just had the desire to run - heard my bone crackling during the first few minutes of running. Didn’t feel breathless or tired, and listened to slow jams. Will continue to challenge myself to get better and someday complete a 20 minute run in 3 miles.

33 minutes 3.1 miles nonstop running on the day I achieve #100happydays. (Killed two birds with one stone.) It’s been three weeks since I exercised. Knee is still healing - I just had the desire to run - heard my bone crackling during the first few minutes of running. Didn’t feel breathless or tired, and listened to slow jams. Will continue to challenge myself to get better and someday complete a 20 minute run in 3 miles.

Day 100. Today the #100happydays experiment made me realize something very important: I am happy with myself and who I am. To conclude, the experiment taught me that something extraordinary always happen, even on a negative day. Documenting the last 100 days was amazing and surprising. I wouldn’t trade anything in the world for the memories and moments that filled, changed and moved me. I succeeded in securing a job position in the industry I desired. I traveled out of state by myself and with friends. I went to unforgettable summer concerts and festivals. I drove for the first time in the summer on my own. I supported many friends and also received many support. I celebrated people’s success. I met with all my three Littles in person in Illinois, Texas and Minnesota. I unexpectedly crossed paths with then-boyfriends and saw them as ordinary people and non-lovers. I forgave and fought through ups and downs. … I stood here at this spot at the lake exactly 100 days ago and had a slow start, and there I was today crossing the finish line (I ran 3.1 miles without stopping for the first time). ☺ Thank you to everyone who made my #100happydays a beautiful one - this one’s for you. Words cannot begin to describe my love, care and appreciation for you - even if things had gone sour between us. And honestly, what I’m most happy about during the last 100 days was learning more about the people I spent time with. teehee~ Sending you a lifetime of good vibes and good energy. ▲ Don’t TRY to be happy. BE happy.

Day 100. Today the #100happydays experiment made me realize something very important: I am happy with myself and who I am. To conclude, the experiment taught me that something extraordinary always happen, even on a negative day. Documenting the last 100 days was amazing and surprising. I wouldn’t trade anything in the world for the memories and moments that filled, changed and moved me. I succeeded in securing a job position in the industry I desired. I traveled out of state by myself and with friends. I went to unforgettable summer concerts and festivals. I drove for the first time in the summer on my own. I supported many friends and also received many support. I celebrated people’s success. I met with all my three Littles in person in Illinois, Texas and Minnesota. I unexpectedly crossed paths with then-boyfriends and saw them as ordinary people and non-lovers. I forgave and fought through ups and downs. … I stood here at this spot at the lake exactly 100 days ago and had a slow start, and there I was today crossing the finish line (I ran 3.1 miles without stopping for the first time). ☺ Thank you to everyone who made my #100happydays a beautiful one - this one’s for you. Words cannot begin to describe my love, care and appreciation for you - even if things had gone sour between us. And honestly, what I’m most happy about during the last 100 days was learning more about the people I spent time with. teehee~ Sending you a lifetime of good vibes and good energy. ▲ Don’t TRY to be happy. BE happy.

Day 100. Today the #100happydays experiment made me realize something very important: I am happy with myself and who I am. To conclude, the experiment taught me that something extraordinary always happen, even on a negative day. Documenting the last 100 says was amazing and surprising. I wouldn’t trade anything in the world for the memories and moments that filled, changed and moved me. I succeeded in securing a job position in the industry I desired. I traveled out of state by myself and with friends. I went to unforgettable summer concerts and festivals. I drove for the first time in the summer on my own. I supported many friends and also received many support. I celebrated people’s success. I met with all my three Littles in person in Illinois, Texas and Minnesota. I unexpectedly crossed paths with then-boyfriends and saw them as ordinary people and non-lovers. I forgave and fought through ups and downs. … I stood here at this spot at the lake exactly 100 days ago and had a slow start, and there I was today crossing the finish line (I ran 3.1 miles without stopping for the first time). ☺ Thank you to everyone who made my #100happydays a beautiful one. Words cannot begin to describe my love, care and appreciation for you - even if things had gone sour between us. And honestly, what I’m most happy about during the last 100 days was learning more about the people I spent time with. teehee~ Sending you a lifetime of good vibes and good energy. ▲ Don’t TRY to be happy. BE happy.

Day 100. Today the #100happydays experiment made me realize something very important: I am happy with myself and who I am. To conclude, the experiment taught me that something extraordinary always happen, even on a negative day. Documenting the last 100 says was amazing and surprising. I wouldn’t trade anything in the world for the memories and moments that filled, changed and moved me. I succeeded in securing a job position in the industry I desired. I traveled out of state by myself and with friends. I went to unforgettable summer concerts and festivals. I drove for the first time in the summer on my own. I supported many friends and also received many support. I celebrated people’s success. I met with all my three Littles in person in Illinois, Texas and Minnesota. I unexpectedly crossed paths with then-boyfriends and saw them as ordinary people and non-lovers. I forgave and fought through ups and downs. … I stood here at this spot at the lake exactly 100 days ago and had a slow start, and there I was today crossing the finish line (I ran 3.1 miles without stopping for the first time). ☺ Thank you to everyone who made my #100happydays a beautiful one. Words cannot begin to describe my love, care and appreciation for you - even if things had gone sour between us. And honestly, what I’m most happy about during the last 100 days was learning more about the people I spent time with. teehee~ Sending you a lifetime of good vibes and good energy. ▲ Don’t TRY to be happy. BE happy.

Day 100. Today the #100happydays experiment made me realize something very important: I am happy with myself and who I am. To conclude, the experiment taught me that something extraordinary always happen, even on a negative day. Documenting the last 100 days was amazing and surprising. I wouldn’t trade anything in the world for the memories and moments that filled, changed and moved me. I succeeded in securing a job position in the industry I desired. I traveled out of state by myself and with friends. I went to unforgettable summer concerts and festivals. I drove for the first time in the summer on my own. I supported many friends and also received many support. I celebrated people’s success. I met with all my three Littles in person in Illinois, Texas and Minnesota. I unexpectedly crossed paths with then-boyfriends and saw them as ordinary people and non-lovers. I forgave and fought through ups and downs. … I stood here at this spot at the lake exactly 100 days ago and had a slow start, and there I was today crossing the finish line (I ran 3.1 miles for the first time). ☺ Thank you to everyone who made my #100happydays a beautiful one. Words cannot begin to describe my love, care and appreciation for you - even if things had gone sour between us. And honestly, what I’m most happy about during the last 100 days was learning more about the people I spent time with. teehee~ Sending you a lifetime of good vibes and good energy. ▲ Don’t TRY to be happy. BE happy.

Day 100. Today the #100happydays experiment made me realize something very important: I am happy with myself and who I am. To conclude, the experiment taught me that something extraordinary always happen, even on a negative day. Documenting the last 100 days was amazing and surprising. I wouldn’t trade anything in the world for the memories and moments that filled, changed and moved me. I succeeded in securing a job position in the industry I desired. I traveled out of state by myself and with friends. I went to unforgettable summer concerts and festivals. I drove for the first time in the summer on my own. I supported many friends and also received many support. I celebrated people’s success. I met with all my three Littles in person in Illinois, Texas and Minnesota. I unexpectedly crossed paths with then-boyfriends and saw them as ordinary people and non-lovers. I forgave and fought through ups and downs. … I stood here at this spot at the lake exactly 100 days ago and had a slow start, and there I was today crossing the finish line (I ran 3.1 miles for the first time). ☺ Thank you to everyone who made my #100happydays a beautiful one. Words cannot begin to describe my love, care and appreciation for you - even if things had gone sour between us. And honestly, what I’m most happy about during the last 100 days was learning more about the people I spent time with. teehee~ Sending you a lifetime of good vibes and good energy. ▲ Don’t TRY to be happy. BE happy.

Day 100. Today the #100happydays experiment made me realize something very important: I am happy with myself and who I am. To conclude, the experiment taught me that something extraordinary always happen, even on a negative day. Documenting the last 100 says was amazing and surprising. I wouldn’t trade anything in the world for the memories and moments that filled, changed and moved me. I succeeded in securing a job position in the industry I desired. I traveled out of state by myself and with friends. I went to unforgettable summer concerts and festivals. I drove for the first time in the summer on my own and learned how to fix my car. I supported many friends and also received many, many support. I celebrated people’s success. I met with all my three Littles in person in Illinois, Texas and Minnesota. I unexpectedly crossed paths with then-boyfriends and saw them as ordinary people and non-lovers. I forgave and fought through ups and downs. … I stood here at this spot at the lake exactly 100 days ago and had a slow start, and there I was today crossing the finish line (I ran 3.1 miles for the first time). ☺ Thank you to everyone who made my #100happydays a beautiful one. Words cannot begin to describe my love, care and appreciation for you - even if things had gone sour between us. And honestly, what I’m most happy about during the last 100 days was learning more about the people I spent time with. teehee~ Sending you a lifetime of good vibes and good energy. ▲ Don’t TRY to be happy. BE happy.

Day 100. Today the #100happydays experiment made me realize something very important: I am happy with myself and who I am. To conclude, the experiment taught me that something extraordinary always happen, even on a negative day. Documenting the last 100 says was amazing and surprising. I wouldn’t trade anything in the world for the memories and moments that filled, changed and moved me. I succeeded in securing a job position in the industry I desired. I traveled out of state by myself and with friends. I went to unforgettable summer concerts and festivals. I drove for the first time in the summer on my own and learned how to fix my car. I supported many friends and also received many, many support. I celebrated people’s success. I met with all my three Littles in person in Illinois, Texas and Minnesota. I unexpectedly crossed paths with then-boyfriends and saw them as ordinary people and non-lovers. I forgave and fought through ups and downs. … I stood here at this spot at the lake exactly 100 days ago and had a slow start, and there I was today crossing the finish line (I ran 3.1 miles for the first time). ☺ Thank you to everyone who made my #100happydays a beautiful one. Words cannot begin to describe my love, care and appreciation for you - even if things had gone sour between us. And honestly, what I’m most happy about during the last 100 days was learning more about the people I spent time with. teehee~ Sending you a lifetime of good vibes and good energy. ▲ Don’t TRY to be happy. BE happy.

Day 100. Today the #100happydays experiment made me realize something very important: I am happy with myself and who I am. To conclude, the experiment taught me that something extraordinary always happen, even on a negative day. Documenting the last 100 says was amazing and surprising. I wouldn’t trade anything in the world for the memories and moments that filled, changed and moved me. I succeeded in securing a job position in the injury I desired. I traveled out of state by myself and with friends. I went to unforgettable summer concerts and festivals. I drove for the first time in the summer on my own. I supported many friends and also received many support. I celebrated people’s success. I met with all my three Littles in person in Illinois, Texas and Minnesota. I unexpectedly crossed paths with then-boyfriends and saw them as ordinary people and non-lovers. I forgave and fought through ups and downs. … I stood here at this spot at the lake exactly 100 days ago and had a slow start, and there I was today crossing the finish line (I ran 3.1 miles for the first time). ☺ Thank you to everyone who made my #100happydays a beautiful one. Words cannot begin to describe my love, care and appreciation for you - even if things had gone sour between us. And honestly, what I’m most happy about during the last 100 days was learning more about the people I spent time with. teehee~ Sending you a lifetime of good vibes and good energy. ▲ Don’t TRY to be happy. BE happy.

Day 100. Today the #100happydays experiment made me realize something very important: I am happy with myself and who I am. To conclude, the experiment taught me that something extraordinary always happen, even on a negative day. Documenting the last 100 says was amazing and surprising. I wouldn’t trade anything in the world for the memories and moments that filled, changed and moved me. I succeeded in securing a job position in the injury I desired. I traveled out of state by myself and with friends. I went to unforgettable summer concerts and festivals. I drove for the first time in the summer on my own. I supported many friends and also received many support. I celebrated people’s success. I met with all my three Littles in person in Illinois, Texas and Minnesota. I unexpectedly crossed paths with then-boyfriends and saw them as ordinary people and non-lovers. I forgave and fought through ups and downs. … I stood here at this spot at the lake exactly 100 days ago and had a slow start, and there I was today crossing the finish line (I ran 3.1 miles for the first time). ☺ Thank you to everyone who made my #100happydays a beautiful one. Words cannot begin to describe my love, care and appreciation for you - even if things had gone sour between us. And honestly, what I’m most happy about during the last 100 days was learning more about the people I spent time with. teehee~ Sending you a lifetime of good vibes and good energy. ▲ Don’t TRY to be happy. BE happy.

I thank the women who calmed me through the storm in my blank state, reminding me that I am stronger than what is out there and what will try to destroy me. As the storm passes through, I know that the sky will clear up and the air will be refreshing as new. … Tonight I hope to sleep sound before midnight for the first time in more than a hundred days. ▲ Day 99 #honesty #100happydays

I thank the women who calmed me through the storm in my blank state, reminding me that I am stronger than what is out there and what will try to destroy me. As the storm passes through, I know that the sky will clear up and the air will be refreshing as new. … Tonight I hope to sleep sound before midnight for the first time in more than a hundred days. ▲ Day 99 #honesty #100happydays

"Wine and Whine" night with my biological sister @thekhoulist after spending a fun day at Valleyfair with my LS : ) ▲ Day 98 #100happydays

"Wine and Whine" night with my biological sister @thekhoulist after spending a fun day at Valleyfair with my LS : ) ▲ Day 98 #100happydays

I don’t usually watch TV shows or Korean Dramas but started on one late last night. One of the characters knocked some sense into another character who was crying and moping: “Be confident and live a cool life.” I can relate to this because it’s something I would say to someone and something I have said to myself. ▲ Day 97 #100happydays

I don’t usually watch TV shows or Korean Dramas but started on one late last night. One of the characters knocked some sense into another character who was crying and moping: “Be confident and live a cool life.” I can relate to this because it’s something I would say to someone and something I have said to myself. ▲ Day 97 #100happydays

Whenever I get upset at someone who did wrong or is supposed to have unconditional love, I write about it. Writing challenges me to create eloquent, uplifting pieces from negative experiences. I want to show the world that you can gather positive perspectives from these experiences. I haven’t written for a long time because my thought process can be a bit intense, but today I did it. Here is my new piece: “I remember every individual who skinned me alive - the amused looks and dehumanizing words as terror reigned over my bare bones. Never again will I ever be buried in someone’s conformity. Bones or ashes, I will find life to live again.” ▲ Day 96 #humanrights #100happydays

Whenever I get upset at someone who did wrong or is supposed to have unconditional love, I write about it. Writing challenges me to create eloquent, uplifting pieces from negative experiences. I want to show the world that you can gather positive perspectives from these experiences. I haven’t written for a long time because my thought process can be a bit intense, but today I did it. Here is my new piece: “I remember every individual who skinned me alive - the amused looks and dehumanizing words as terror reigned over my bare bones. Never again will I ever be buried in someone’s conformity. Bones or ashes, I will find life to live again.” ▲ Day 96 #humanrights #100happydays

Thanks to my co-worker for this wonderful gift from Canada. This one titled “Learning” is from Benjamin Chee Chee’s collection. My team calls me their little wild goose - they constantly tell me how much they appreciate my willingness to work hard and learn. ▲ Day 95 #100happydays

Thanks to my co-worker for this wonderful gift from Canada. This one titled “Learning” is from Benjamin Chee Chee’s collection. My team calls me their little wild goose - they constantly tell me how much they appreciate my willingness to work hard and learn. ▲ Day 95 #100happydays

Watching DUMBO! I faintly remember watching the movie when I was little. Mom said I cried a lot because we didn’t get a copy of the movie but we rented it multiple times. I have loved elephants all along. ♡ ▲ Day 94 #eloise #cute #100happydays

Watching DUMBO! I faintly remember watching the movie when I was little. Mom said I cried a lot because we didn’t get a copy of the movie but we rented it multiple times. I have loved elephants all along. ♡ ▲ Day 94 #eloise #cute #100happydays

Scabsssss! This wounded smiley face will soon be gone. ▲ Day 93 #100happydays

Scabsssss! This wounded smiley face will soon be gone. ▲ Day 93 #100happydays

Love love love @RunRiverNorth! You’re all so lovely! ▲ Day 92 #100happydays

Love love love @RunRiverNorth! You’re all so lovely! ▲ Day 92 #100happydays

Here to see one of my favorite bands @RunRiverNorth! @thekhoulist ▲ Day 92 #summertours #100happydays (at First Avenue & 7th St Entry)

Here to see one of my favorite bands @RunRiverNorth! @thekhoulist ▲ Day 92 #summertours #100happydays (at First Avenue & 7th St Entry)

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